To be honest I have studiously ignored my Blogger tab today. My husband took our daughter up to see his family and won't be back til tomorrow evening. This is the longest I have ever been away from my baby. I didn't cry and I've kept myself busy all day, but now it's starting to hit me how freaking quiet it is. I haven't been really alone like this in over 2 years. I used to relish my "me time" I'd sit in my room for hours just for a little break, now not so much. I mean an hour or two is lovely don't get me wrong, hubby wants to take the kid to the store or something, be my guest! But two whole days is kind of a lot...
I know I'm not going to fall asleep tonight... So expect so more rambling posts after this, sorry.
God how sad am I!! It is 10 o'clock on a Saturday night, I'm in jammies watching Monsters Inc and fighting my dog for the last Oreo.
Sometimes being a "grown up" is not as much fun as I thought it would be. I must say though, I don't feel like a "grown-up". If someone were to randomly ask how old I am, and probably say 19 or 20 (I'm well on my way to 25). I asked my husband how old he was the other night and he said 22, then stopped and frowned, and said "Wait that's not right is it?". He's older than I am ;). I honestly don't think there is such a thing as "grown-up". We humans are always growing, changing, and evolving. They say you learn something new every day, doesn't that add to the growing process? Trees for example will continue to grow until they die right? It's not like people reach a certain age and never change again til we die.
I know I am an adult, that is an age range (though it may start later for some), but I am no where near grown! Maybe physically but then tell that to my waist line haha.
Wow this really is all over the place... I think I'll end it now...
Stay Tuned
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