I have come to a point in my life where I may still not know right from left but I know who I am and that is the best feeling in the world. I am a wife, and mom, but most of all I'm KC. I am smart(most of the time), funny(all the time), caring, giving, and most of all I am HAPPY. I'm happy with my life, with who I've become, and that I've done.
The time has come for me to start doing things for myself, and in turn my family. I need to surround myself with people and things that make me smile. I am tired of feeling like I'm waiting for something, it's useless and just makes me anxious. I want to decorate, I want where we are now to feel like a home not just the place we're at till we buy a house.I want to throw parties. I want friends to invite to said parties. I want a job that challenges me and makes me try. I want to go back to school simply because I enjoy it. The only thing stopping me is ME. Well I'm finally putting an end to that.
Until I find a job I am going to enjoy myself and not stress over it. I will play with my baby, and teach her to use the potty. I will bargain shop and decorate the hell out of our house. I am going to be social in town and meet people, maybe start a play group. I'm going to reach out to old friends and try being friends again. First things first we're going to best buy to look at new laptops cause my old girls is falling apart.
Wish me luck!
Stay tuned!!
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