I am tired. Tired of waiting for people to grow up. Tired of cleaning up other peoples messes. I am not a maid or a life coach and if you want to use me as such I'm going to start charging for it. My time and attention are to precious to waste on things that don't benefit ME or mine in any way.
I would rather be lonely than miserable. If I wake up tomorrow without a single friend in the world I will smile knowing all I have to deal with is my own bullshit. I am too young and too pretty to go wrinkly gray over someone else. The time has come! It's fall cleaning time!! I'm going to "clean" out my phone and friends list.
When I am ready I can ALWAYS make new friends or I can reach out to lost friends and make new again. Either way I WILL be happy. My family will get the best of me, and my friends will get an honest, solid, loyal confidant. And all I will ask is the same in return.
I hope that those I choose to detach from take my leaving with grace. Know I will continue to pray for you and hope your life turns into all that you desire. And I hope they will respect me enough to wish me well and let me be on my way to whatever adventures lay before me.
One Can Only Hope.
Stay Tuned
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