Where are the lines...?

I have so much that I want to talk about and share, but I can't. Where do you draw the line when you're talking about someone else? Or a relationship? Yes they are MY thoughts and opinions but do they really belong on a public forum for anyone to see?

No probably not...

Honestly at the moment aside from commenting on the weather just like every other hot jackass I have no safe subjects to touch on. Everything leads to something else.. Yes generally my thought train is forty cars long and meanders through the mountains, valleys, and oceans, but right now everything I want to talk about is directly connected to something that is off limits.

Well, except I'm still looking for a job, oh and there is a gnat in my face... gahhhh

I don't have many people I can talk to and when I say not many I really mean none. When I started this blog I wanted to use it as a journal really, but knowing there are people out there who I know who read this from time to time how much of my life do I really want to share...? If I couldn't pick up the phone and talk to them about it do I really want them reading about it here?

No probably not...

So here again I am with this problem of having so freaking much to say and can't do anything with it. I know tomorrow I will get a few phone calls saying "What the hell! Why didn't you call me?" To which I will reply "It was 1 in the morning no one wants to talk at 1 in the morning." So please don't call if you were thinking about it.

My only other thought is to make a new blog under a pseudo name and put all my personal rants there where no one I know will find me or know that it is in fact me. I do journal generally, but most of my journal writing ends up here hence the "this is my journal". There is something about knowing someone can see your feelings and either sympathize or offer advice that it so much more appealing than just writing down all your angry thoughts in a random note book never to be seen again.

I just don't know anymore...

I did it again!! Mountains, Valleys, LOOK A WHALE!!!

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